Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Addiction

I am addicted to entertainment. I can't escape it. I can't control my use of video games and the internet, TV and movie watching, or books. It affects my life. I don't like it I don't like being sucked in. I don't want to stop and I don't know if I can if I wanted to.

It puts me in a hazy state, I understand that from the mindless activities, but the books and some of the internet reading are inexplicable to me.

I said I don't want to stop, that is a lie. I don't know how to stop I don't know what meaning life has without entertainment because it is the only think I do that is fun.

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