Rage

I do it to myself, I get so frustrated at something so stupid. Video games again they stop being fun and I get enraged when they are to hard. I wish I didn't, I don't stop either and it's not fun and I'll probably try it again.

What would I do if I did not play video games, move on with my life and be motivated to get shit done. Dobut it fuck I hate eveytinhg fuck uffjnujnrgoners'imwlkkmnwe'kmwet'inmnwreg'lkmnwgkmmer'kmmkergkm'm HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

I'm still angry when will I grow up and stop being a wreak like a teen. If it was a switch I could flip I would have done it by now.

Sex

Such a transitory feeling, good yet empty. Maybe I need a different girl, or maybe I should give it up altogether. I am really depressed.

Melaze

I have been in a slump for far to long. Knowing and doing are not the same. I've been good recently at keeping up with my finances. My body and mind are suffering though my lack of proper diet and exercise.